The song was written by bassist and primary songwriter Leif Edling in 1985 along with the rest of the debut album. The guitar solo in the song, along with those on the rest of the album, is performed by session musician Klas Bergwall.[3] The lyrics are written from the perspective of someone who suffers from severe depression and longs for death.
Live and notable performances
The song is a live staple at Candlemass shows. In recent years, it has been used as the last song of the set.[4] In 2007 and 2013 it was performed with former lead singer Johan Längqvist,[5] and in 2011 it was performed along with the rest of Epicus Doomicus Metallicus at Roadburn Festival in the Netherlands for the live album Epicus Doomicus Metallicus - Live at Roadburn 2011.[6] It has appeared on the live albums Live, Doomed for Live, No Sleep 'til Athens and Ashes to Ashes: Live.[7]